ina-bility

ina-bility

today, i needed You

within a butterfly´s flap

and the resistance echoes

of a grown girl´s mind

my heart skipped a beat

and formed the urgent cry

to be…held

even though it was nothing

not a thing  touching my fingertips

to point out certain matters -

it was rough enough

to squeeze every muscle inside

keeping my smiles hostage

and my emotions in roar

muted, i remained

ina-bility

predicts false strength

and masks healthy security

i could, i should

embrace ….

to You i owe my needs

verbalized in serious ways

naked and pure, delivered

without shadows of rejection´s fear

i must learn to fall

and not hesitate in tears

because after all,

i am  Yours

today, i needed You

5-27-10

(weak as can be)