...and now Mother

Mother,
for I was foolish enough
to have your back and
defend your re-actions
those, I didn..t understand
...back then
I focused on losing track
with you

and now,...after
false Vanity,
misplaced Consideration
& uncomfortable Setbacks
following every lost step
out of Pride
I still long for
...You
.....could see what I felt
........still feel
while reaching out to design
a Foundation of proper Trust
without weak subservience
-Both ways-

believe me
I try to do my best
simply, to be Good
in all my unstable actions
for We know there must be
a bond of mutual Respect
a Guarantor for our Bloods
carry the same Name
-forever-

and now..Mother,
forgive me if I cannot forget
irrelevant counterblows
& sources of forced downfalls

but I am willing
to forgive...

(oldie)