tis a lil raw...*hangs head*..
Free
Her innocence
Invaded by his intentions
Pleasing a grown man´s desire
To feel almighty & at ease
Corrupted
Left behind a
Bleeding virginity stabbing her conscious
Trying to find reasons
Maybe..only…one…
To understand brutality´s hatefilled ways
And
The meaning of Life….
Molested eyes forever break
Silence
But never spoken words verbalized
Her soul´s desire to exhale
The torture of feeling loved in-sin-cerely
Worth not more than a spent tear at night
And esteem beyond every unpretty
Society´s molding hand…
Her wish to disappear behind mirrors
Never appeared wrong
Just a place to belong…..
Lover´s arms offered no sanctuary
Every sensational high a faking lie
Unable to let go completely yet longing
To embrace warmth and passion
From somewhere deep within
A hole..waiting to be filled
But not - like it used to….
…more so
Outlets of the undreamable dream
Freedom of her heart
Scared..scarred yet unbreakable
Ungraciously beating in that abused chest
Ready to feel the real….existence
Before daisies adorn a grave
Once dug while kissed by poison´s unjust crave
Now waiting…ready to swallow
Again….
Knowledge of patience
To her relief …in this life
Can only be injected
By love in a welcoming home
Permitting craziness & doubts reign untamed
A spirit…slowly liberating to search for hope
In tomorrow´s comfortable lap
Where safety produces childish laughter
Freely
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