i apologize......

i apologize for all the Kisses
You never felt
those Lips should have been cherished
like statuesque Awe – memorized for generations
to always recognize the meaning of Devotion

i apologize for all the Feelings
You could never expose
Strength held on to what kept You
growing inside walls of Self deception
where a 3 year old girl´s playground
was swallowed by disappointment &
lost instincts closed doors – no revolving allowed

i apologize for the Love
You have never encountered
The ultimate Good – free from nagging
doubtz and shady Circumstanzes spelling “buts”
across beautiful Hues painted on fairytale Canvas
knowing by One single beat of the Heart
that this …is enough
to feel Kisses
exposing Love
simplified

i apologize….

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011910

(a dedication)