Integrity Self... (spx)

Integrity Self

(inspired by Xada and Sassy )



At times
There is not much left
Of me….the one
Whos continuously at ease to please,
Peacefully contacting tomorrows undelivered future
For I make room to spread my love
From below to above….calling saints
Plant indestructible seeds of fulfilling promises
So you can rest your weary heart
Without any evil constraints

Those times
Countless hours anathemetize my own goals
Diving for lost souls
Replenish a gaping hole
Here……and there
……I lose myself
Inside my Integrity
To keep on smiling
Even when the brutality of reality
Takes turns on my “ sweetie wanna be”
Philosophy….

So sometimes
I may curse the day we met
Cover my fantasies with bloody symptoms of regret
And permit hate
To build a path to my obnubilated spirit
Where silence reigns
In freedom´s remains

…But

Faith taught me
Rectitude wont allow me
To stay on it …..


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