.:Transformation:.

She wanted to possess me
every-thing and all
that defined my existence
Merciless,
destined to break me - force me
to my knees, facing dusty leftovers
of flirtatious reluctance

…She surrounded me..
lips licking
…clocks ticking…
waiting for the perfect time
…grabbing..shaking…..
removing stone for stone slowly
collecting each, only to be able to
throw em back at me
- if needed in Selfdefense…

Her hands now on my throat,
hindering life to explore beauty
voiceless..trusting demanding whispers
i lay, completely exposed to Her will,
heartshot and mindfuck, collide like orbitz
and still unsatisfied - She digs deeper
deeper where my love´s decay hides
my soul - Her soil´s desired pleasure
eyes meet…greed unfold to roam
reflections ooze to become one
us..

…and i loved it
..i wanted it
i had to…give in

to Her offering pain
humiliating my senses, my pride
and in every smile expressed while pulling my hair
i witness the little girl She has been hiding inside
the vulnerable innocence - wished to be held
the cry for understanding , a female´s vow to be seen
at last ,
in Her entire, beautiful complexity

and
i love it
for i want it
i have to …nurture it

the urge of simplicity´s kiss
warmth exchanged and respectfully taken in -
becomes a destination for two

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( just sum incoherend scribble)